Theres A Hole In My Heart

since i left you
i keep thinking whether i do the right decision or not?
since i left you
i keep thinking back the past till now
since you left
i keep thinking why i left you
since i left you
i keep thinking that i will hurt you
that's why i keep on say i lost your contact...

i don't want to contact you for so long i got my reason
i don't want you to think back that how i left you
i don't want you to think back how i hurt you
i don't want you to think back how i treat you

but till the end
i still can't let it go
alot thing is my 1st time that happen to you
my 1st feeling of love

i just hoping there was nobody gonna hurt more than i do
but until now
you tell me something
that guy hurt you
i keep thinking that who hurt you worst??
me or him?

you make me sad and angry
do you know that??
my heart so uncomfortable
do you know that??
you keep saying there is no 2nd chance for me
i keep on thinking
i'm so sorry i hurt you the most

but till now
i don't wanna see you get hurt
but you're just heart,just get hurt again
my decision that i made to left you is wrong

if there is a 2nd chance to me
i swear to GOD and my life
if i left you,hurt you
i will kill by accident
no matter what accident

i still remember what you wish for boyfriend look like..
MOST IMPORTANT IS NO SMOKING.DRINK STILL OK LA.NOT TOO MUCH
MUST BE CARING.MUST BE LOYAL.WON'T LIE.WILL ALWAYS SEND A
GOODNIGHT TEXT.MUST ALWAYS GIVE YOU A SPACE.MUST ACCEPT WHO YOU ARE.WILL REALIZE EVERY DETAILS OF YOU.WON'T AFRAID TO INTRODUCE HIS FRIEND.WON'T LET YOU WAIT A LONG TIME FOR A REPLY.IF BUSY WILL LET YOU KNOW.CAN STAND YOUR TEMPER.MUST KNOW HOW TO COMFORT YOU WHEN YOU'RE SAD..AND THE LAST THING HE MUST LOVE YOU....

i still remember what you tell me
i cant forget
i still remember when i not eating in the right time and get scold by you
but the next morning at 6.30am you text me and wrote
REMEMBER to eat !
Busy also must eat !
A slice of bread better than nothing!

i was so happy that somebody is caring about me
when i see the symbol "!"
i keep thinking that is a warning to me^^

when i wanna listen your voice
is very hard
recently i just heard your voice once
but every text message you send to me
i keep in my memories

recently i feel weird why you keep on asking the same question
but from now i know why
i can tell you i don't mind
don't think bout it

when you tell me everything
you make y tear drop
do you know that
my friend was shock and ask me what happen
and i say dust just get in to my eyes

i know is haunted you
i wanna let you know
what had happened is happened
you teach me

i remember what you told me
when text message there is NO
-haiz
-swt
-=.=l|
-zzz

do you know recently i didn't use this symbol?
is my bad habit
i change
not what you think i was liked the past

i just hoping there was a 2nd chance for me
i guess no
that why i write down here and express all me feeling thru here
the beautiful memories are like hand cuff
make me can't forget what had happened at the past



Sorry That I Love You
Break Up Hug
(Anthony Neely)