Monthly and Daily...

i done many good thing and bad thing around this month...
i feel tat something is happening between my friend and cousin...
i got got thing to tell to my cousin actually is wat happening around me and him...
i starting to get stress till end of the august...

am i in love??
am i be in love by somebody else??
am i a playboy???
the answer is in front of ur eyes...

happening early of the month..
i was thinking whether my choice of choosing u is correct or wrong...
my brain keep on confusing me...
but i will delay ur answer longer and longer...
not i wanna do this to you...
i just wanna understand u more and let u have time to understand me more and more...
love doesn't mean got feel and couple...
the answer is NO...
do you think couple is easy??
NO~
but i feel something tat very strange bout u and me...
i think we're from different world..
my cousin let me see something and make shock...
i starting to ask myself...
i just saw u 1 time only...
wat make u feel tat u like me??
the answer is in ur heart...
LOVE???
do you know wat is love??

i think u still wondering whether am i single or couple??
the answer only my lover know...
but in my heart a lover just 1...
not 2....
but the 1 maybe thinking tat i'm playboy...
but do you know my heart only got you...
maybe i say out these word my friend will think tat i'm playboy...
i don mind..
do they know wat am i thinking??

i like mature...
i like good thinking...
i like cute...
i like smile...
i like polite...
i like natural...

but i don like u act...
whether u act i can see thru u..
but i will take longer time to understand u...
i will make u happier and happier...
but i will fight and quarell with u...
quarell and fight me can understand each other more and more...
but when i tell u something...
u will tell out all ur fren...

do you know these kind of react is wat kind of character??
those housewives having nothing to do at home and talk about people kepo thing...
i hate those kind of people...
but...
if u wanna tell then u go ahead...
someday u will get paid and said sorry to the person...

maybe somebody will think tat i like triangle love..
ur answer wrong...
maybe my cousin and friend will think tat somebody tat they know...
their answer NO either...
the answer only i know...
but i will tell tat person... wat happening....
i wan him/her to understand the situation...
the answer only my mom and my kai ma know...
i wondering if there any people talking about my thing behind me...
if YES...
step in front me and tell me...
but i think they don dare...
they dare to talk but don dare to act...
BULLSHIT~!!
i don mind wat u talking..
wanna know the truth answer...
ask me...
i will tell u every answer...

maybe tat person like me also the same kind of people..
who care...
just be who u really are..
NATURAL~

but i will be single for along time...
cause the real thing haven't appear in front of me...
take ur time to think wat am i thinking...
understand me more...

my competition is near by...
i don wan because of YOU make me can't concentrate...

wat inspire me to write blog...
because of 1 song...

KNOCK YOU DOWN
by
Keri Hilson ft. Kanye West , Ne-Yo....

thanks for this song...