Scare , Don't Dare , Feel Suffering

Like somebody is easy...
Talking with somebody is easy...
Playing with somebody is easy...
Telling your feeling with somebody is easy...

But not every feeling you could tell somebody...
What kind of the feeling?
I feel suffering everyday...
But after talk to somebody my feeling better....

I keep think..
What happen next if we together??
I still thinking what will happen next??
Lost everything??

When somebody feel sad...
I wanna help...
But after help...
I will have bad happening...

I don't know whether you know or not...
But I will keep shutting my mouth till the end....
I want my answer to come out...is very hard...
Why?



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One Republic

Immune

i can sense everybody soul around me...
but there is 2 person i can sense the soul...
i can predict the future when the person is close to me...
but i can't SENSE or PREDICT you...
i ask my mom why??

my mom say the person is IMMUNE your power...
when i was 16 i can predict and see alot thing...
i receive this power from my mom...
my mom can see the future...
but i can predict the future...

i hate to eye contact with everybody...
if i eye to eye to a person~
and it IMMUNE...means there is the 1...
i always tell my lover...u have IMMUNE my power...
but there is a person appear in front of me...
the person i only know bout a month ago...

do you believe faith??
i do...
something when it happen until u don believe...
i don know whether i'm couple now or not??
when i ask my lover when is our anniversary...
she don know...
already 2 yrs...

i wan her to concentrate her study...
i wan our future to be good...
i told her before 1 thing...
don ever think guy will find money more than girl...
don ever think guy will give money to you...
don ever think guy will give u happiness forever...

and her answer is..
I KNOW~
SWT~!!

why i would like her...
in her age...her thinking is totally different from other people...
she told me 1 things...
money can't buy happiness...
is truth...
and she told me...
whether we are rich or poor...
we are happy is enough...

when i quit working at 1 company...
she told me...
if not happy,try other company...
don let people look down on you...

this is the way she support me...
i made her as my target of my life...
and i promise her...
i will earn and save the money and make the best memory until u can't forget in your life when u get married...

alot of my friend tell me...
don think future...
in this age love can't last longer....
she tell me to find other girl...
but i told her...
my heart got you and there is no other people can replace you...

when my bro birthday...
my mom keep saying~
she is my future son wife...
and she non-stop laughing...
maybe too happy when my mom say...

when i give her see my hand...
she crying...
and she ask me to stop working...
cuz i hurt to much...
i tell her...
i get is valuable...
only just for you...
the moment she crying...
i can feeling her heart pain...
the 1st time i can sense her...

i only can u tell u..

I LOVE YOU~


Teardrops on My Guitar
Taylor Swift